Between co-hosting two baby showers and planning my nephews birthday party my mind has been pretty preoccupied. But the hopes of baby Brashier always creep in. Tonight is one of those nights. I can go from weeks of rushing around and being busy not really focusing on the fact that I am not a mother and then there are nights like tonight.. where I finally slow down and it hits me! I cant help but be sad. But I am determined to keep the faith! I know God will bless us with our own bundle of joy and until then I will do my best to not let the sadness take over.
So what we have decided is to put the HSG off (maybe even til fall) and take some time to enjoy the summer! Do some fun things together! Now I know that I will not be able to completely get baby fever off my mind but I will focus more on making fun and happy memories with my husband this summer. I don't want us to look back and only be able to have memories of me moping around missing out on all the blessings God has provided for us!! So with that said there will probably be even more of a lack of blogging then it has been.
Please continue to have us in your prayers. I know that God hears each and everyone and knows the desires of our hearts! Thank you so much for following our journey and keeping us in your prayers!
Jeremiah 29:11
New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
