Satan testing me?

So here is an update as to where we are.... I talked to our doctor and set up an appointment for the hubby to have a seman analysis. He took off work the next week and we had it all planned out! Then he got hurt at work which delayed us making it to our appointment. I thought okay we can just make it next week after he recovers! The following week I became sick with pnemonia which lasted 3 weeks! Another delay! Now that im feeling much better I plan to resume our plan when I hear my hubby with this awful cough! Just great! I feel like the devil is making it impossible for us to make it to this appointment! I felt myself slipping into depression again! I started to self pitty myself! And the angry part of me started to question God! It scares me how easily the devil tempted me into placing blame of God! I had to let the Lord bring me back up! And keep the understanding that God does have a plan for me! Even though my human mind can not imagine what that plan is i know it is a miraculouse one! I made myself go to church Sunday! I had not been since Berts accident at work! I needed it! I ran into a church member that said she was praying for us! It was so uplifting to know that someone else is taking time in there life to go to the Lord in prayer for us! It is the best gift we can recieve! The power of prayer is amazing! I feel ashamed that I even took one moment to question Gods plan for us! It humbles me and brings me back to my knees to thank the Lord for the many blessing we HAVE recieved in our marriage and not focus on the ones we have not. So as of now we will make it to this appointment when the Lord is ready for us to make it there! In His time not mine!