Ovulation Confusion!

So in the past two weeks i have found myself easily aggitated! (Alot!) Over the past two months i had kinna taken a break from ovulation calanders and such! But now i am back at it! In my past blog i put that ovulation occurs for 12 to 24 hours each month. That was a type-o! It occurs for 12 to 36 hours each month. For someone trying to get pregnant it is crucial that you know when you are ovulating. There are many ways you can do this. Basel temp is one- I have never been able to do this because it requires you to monitor your temperature each morning before you get out of bed! And to be honest id forget my head if if wasnt attached much less remember to check my temp each morning at the same time and write it down. So the method i went with in the begining was just counting the 14th day from the first day of my cycle. When i didnt become pregnant i realized that i could not use this method and that i may be ovulating differently than the normal average woman. So i moved on to the next method- an in home ovulation test. I bought the ones with the little strips that you have to tell if one line is darker or the same color as the other. This was very confusing. One day i would be like oh this line is deff the same color. Then i would ask everyone in the house i could to get there take on it. Then there would be one that was much much darker and i would be like ok so i wasnt ovulating but now i am? It was soooo confusing. I called the doctor and after she questioned me on all of my personal monthly visits she said that she could not guarentee me but that it seemed that i am ovulating in the norm. But still i was not becoming pregnant. Then after some research i learned that some women can go a whole cycle without ovualting at all but still have a normal cycle! This all has just blown my mind! So this month i bought the big dog! The expensive 20 supply test kit that gives you a clear YES+ or NO-! Well everyday i get the depressing NO-! Its so frustrating! I want to shake my self and just be able to force my body to function the way it is suppose to! And because i cant i do the next best thing... mope, be aggervated and snappy, and just all around down! This is all tiring and stressful! And then i reach to my faithful savior!

My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest. (Exodus 33:14)

My soul finds rest in God alone; my salvation comes from him. He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will never be shaken. (Psalm 62:1-2)

 I can rest knowing my Lord is with me! And in my time of doubt i can remind myself that my gracious loving God has nothing but the best of intentions for me! He wants only good for me and my life! I always say his plan is even better than any plan i could ever come up with on my own! And that is so true! The following verses remind me of this!

It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. (Deuteronomy 31:8)

I sought the Lord, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears. (Psalm 34:4)

Those who seek the Lord lack no good thing. (Psalm 34:10b)

When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears, and rescues them from all their troubles. (Psalm 34:17)

God is so good! He is faithful loving and kind! I know that he has the best plan for me! This does not mean that i am not human and will not have times of doubt or times of saddness! But it does mean that the outcome of each of those times will end in happiness and joy! Because in the end not matter what i have my salvation which is more important than anything!