Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Jibber Jabber...

So i havent posted in awhile and i thought i let everyone know where we are. So since our non eventful visit to the doctor i am still walking past and looking at an empty paper bag that sits and reminds me everyday that we are still trying to get over this bump in the road. With the hubbys work schedual it is so hard to make the time to get his "goods" to the doctor. Without getting to personal.. There is a certain process that has to be done to bring his "specimen" in. With him being a truck driver we never know when he will be out on the road or available to go in. So it is hard to plan this visit! But once we finally get his "specimen" to that office i will shout and rejoice to the heavens! Even without knowing the results i will just be happy to get it there. Through this process i have had some other personal issues lately that test my emotions while dealing with infertility! I try to find the good in every sitiuation and remember to give God glory in everything that happens (even if its not a situation that particularly makes me happy). You know its hard to have something happen like not making the appointment yet again and still give glory to our Father. But his plan is more perfect then my mind can imagine. I have to remind myself that and give God glory that he knows whats best even if my human mind cannot understand that. Always know when you are going through a hard time in your life that our God is gracious and kind and only does what is best for us!! Give him glory even in situations that cause you saddness or hardship because he has a wonderful plan for your life! If we get caught up in trying to "fix" things ourselves we may miss out on a miraculous plan our God has for us! Always seek Jesus! There is a video that i will try to share through this blog that reminds me God is always calling out to us but it is our job to look through the turmoil and answer his calling! I know that this blog is kind of all over the place and your probably thinking what is she talking about! I guess im just getting thoughts out of this head of mine! :)

Turn your eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face,
And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.



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