Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Finally making the first step!

So after missing our first appointment over and over again we are finally gonna make it with Gods help!
If you have read my previous blogs you know that we have missed this appointment so many times for everything that could come up coming up. So my husband calls me today and tells me he took the day off Friday and was approved for it! Yay! Now im excited and nervous all at the same time. I dont know how long it takes to get the results but im eager to get them already and we havent even gotten to the appointment yet. This is the begining to answers for me! But i am thankful for all the missed appointments because i know that i was not mentally prepared. I had my mind set that they were going to tell me what  i wanted to hear but i am now prepared to hear and accept whatever the answers are even if its not a simple "fix". Please pray for my hubby.... i know that this appointment will be uncomfortable for him and to be honest he is a little embarrased. I try to make him feel better telling him that once we get this one out the way the rest of the appointments will be all on me. But i also think he is scared that he is gonna be "the problem". I feel so bad that he feels that way. I love him with all my heart and never want him to feel like there is something wrong with him id rather it be something wrong with me so he wont have to deal with the guilt. But in my eyes he could never be "the problem" he is always the answer to me! I have faith that the Lord will bring us through this and give us the answers we need! Thanks for checking in on us and thank you for your prayers for us! There will be an update as soon as we get out results! Stay tuned! Lol!

1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.

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